sick

the story of my life

I've been lonely my whole life

when I came to the www first, I liked it: people doesn't need to see you to neither like you or hate you, you worth for what you are, not for what you look like (like in the real world)

but you see, I feel so anonymous sometimes (mostly when I come to jsl) that I get depressed... nobody thinks I'm worthwhile in the real life, and nobody cares on the wired, too

so, what is it?? I feel depressed to sickness

I'm so... invisible... so... worthless

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dont think like that!! i bet there are pplz who think you are the best person in the world. if you just think positive, things will most likely lighten up..

sorry if i dont make sense..

also you are not invisible, i see you around jsl even though you dont post. i just remember you. so cheer up. okay? =)

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yea dude...everyone's life is worth it

even Professor Klump!!!! He got the busty big butted chick at the end

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"The weight of this sad time we must obey,/ Speak what we feel, not what we ought to say./ The oldest hath borne most; we that are young/ Shall never see so much, nor live so long."
King Lear (V.3.300-304)

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i am firmly convinced that everyone has some kind of psychosis, and ppl just deal with it differently -
if you need someone to talk to, feel free to email me or im me -
i'm willing to listen to whatever, i can't say that i've heard and seen it all, but i've been through some shit, so i know how "low" feels - ok?

it's alright, life is a bitch sometimes, but just remember that only you can make yourself happy - you gotta want it and go for it

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thanks

okay, twice I tried to reply to this yesterday, twice the windows crash on my pc

just as the song says -->> "I'm feeling like shit, again and again"

thank you people, but it does not help me

it's been many times with that: "count with me" "if you ever need anyone, here I am" "trust me, I'm always here for you"

always lies

whatever, if I don't post it's because it's no sense: I don't want to waste your time reading "whatever" or "I don't know" or offend you with my aggresive points of view

later ppl

just ignore me as always

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Yeah sure, you can hole yourself up and drown in your own misery but that achieves nothing man.. in fact thats the only reason why you resort to this in the first place. honestly if your outlook on life and of your own worth doesnt change, then you cant expect anything more to happen.

Nobody likes being around someone so moody.. ppl are naturally drawn towards individuals who are happy with life etc. So jsut cheer up and cherish the relationships that you do have. Your family, best friend, dog... whatever. When you start doing that and your whole outlook changes, I guarantee you will probably find yourself meetin new ppl

P.S Ppl always ignore me in threads too so no worries it happens.. Its not like you reply to every post made on JSL either

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dekkai..... will you do me a favor?
visit a....school counselor or a psychologist?

i'm sorry but that sounds like the beginnings of suicidal thoughts...

blunt .... unsympathasizing... insensitve..... sorry if i was any of those things..but yes.. PLEASE... talk to some one about it....i mean....someone close to you.... someone who can help you not feel as.... "invisible"well you're obviously not.... i'm sure once you drop that negative attitude you've got, you're a great person to talk to

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im sorry dekkai that you feel that you are not included in this world...
im sorry that i am not a part of your everyday life
im sorry that God has not blessed your life with more commited friends.. sounds like you need some
im sorry that you feel you have no one to turn to
im sorry that you feel we lie
im sorry that you feel your worthless

but in actuality

u are a part of this world
ill be there for you not cuz i feel pity.. but empathy.. theres a difference.. i hope you choose to believe that.
you can always turn to God.. he wont turn you away
we lie... we all lie.. i mean for all u know i can be lying to make myself feel better... thats when you start to trust.. and end the lonliness
if you are worthless.. im right there with ya bud.


your brother in Christ
-sang cheon

aim:ken versus ryu

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damn yo..i feel ya..i know exactly what you mean..you are not alone dawg..i've been to that extent..saying to myself the exact same things..maybe you and i were in different situations..but we felt the same thing...loniless..despair...hate..anger..like your trapped and you can't get the fuck out..ya know..like bad shit happens to you all the time..trust me..i fucking know how that is..i aint gonna bullshit with you and say..just think positive and think about good things and everything is gonna be ok..fucking bullshit..i aint gonna say that cause if did..i'd be lying to you..all i can say is..keep your head up..clear your mind..and just like sang cheon hyung said..turn to god..if you don't believe in religion..i suggest you believe in god..he has the answers.. im pretty sure what we're all saying isn't really making you happy..we're being sympathetic..don't think cause we don't know you..that we don't care about your well being..you are someone in this world just like every person in this damn world..your somebody to someone..just remember that.. your existence in this life means something..i understand its very diffcult for you these times..but like susan said (mellowyellow) it does sound like a suicide note..if your honestly thinking about taking that sort of action in taking away your own life..don't..i'm sorry but i can only assume that you would take that course of actions, just cause of your post..it sounded disturbing..i've tried to commit suicide not once..but fucking twice..it just shows how weak you are..that you have no strength or will to survive..its pathetic..i've never felt so goddamn low in my life..its not worth it yo..ya feel me..whatever your going through..really..you can talk to me..or anybody else..i guarantee we will listen..its cause we want to listen and help you..and i am not lying..you don't have to believe me and i understand since you do not know me and i do not know you..but if you need someone there to listen..i'm here

aim: nojeel327

ps.. i've stuck this thread..if you wish for me to unstick this thread..i most certainly will

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why is this here? manb put this in enlightenment, and dont sticky

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why is this here? manb put this in enlightenment, and dont sticky

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well..i will unstick it..but i will not move it..i don't i have to right to in this situation..i'm thinking he wanted it here for a reason..this is the most visited part of the forum..

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awww come on... cheer up... the world ain't gonna ignore you forever, I mean if no-one here cared about you why did they even bother to reply?

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awww come on... cheer up... the world ain't gonna ignore you forever, I mean if no-one here cared about you why did they even bother to reply?

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dun yoo go to church if not i recommend yoo start.. god'z alwais there fer yoo guides yoo thru hardd tymz and makin sure your alwais happy!! yoo need to jus hav faith and believe, itz nott hard and all yoo gotta do is pray hava relationship wit god.. hes there fer yoo.. and church memberz will alwais care fer yoo, they'll never try to ignore yoo and they alwais help so dun shy awai.. ask!! turn to god fer help dun feel so down all tha tym.. god will answer your prayers!!

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dang.....u sound kinda lyke me at times.....when im thinkin how everything would be so much easier if i just died rite now, w/o ever having to worry about anything anymore, not havin to think about anything nemore, how its not worth all the good things in life to live thru all the bad things.......but then i realize that im still livin for a reason, i somehow just cant bring myself to end my life, that God is still there no matter wut i do......i would hope u turn to God also....

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