Soo umm.. where is the subject to talk about?.. err here is one.. Why do you believe in God? Jesus? Holy Spirit the Trinity and go to church? what makes you believe the figures f which that doesn't really EXIST unseable yet some how living in US in out Heart that gives us happniess and joy. when ever you are overjoyed with happiness you call out to god, thanking him/her and saying how great he/she is to give you this moment and that, yet when somethig bad happens or the worst of things that can happen to you, you cause him, or pray to him about how you have commited soo much sin that he/she, the god is punishing you for it. you blame the Satan. shes presence had made you do what ever the h.. that you did and pray to god for forgiveness. So, is it like that? that when your happy its god that is giving it to you, and then your in despair its also his/her fault? yet god is a perfect **being** isnt he? why then make us this unperfect beings that he has **TOTAL** control over? does he not control all the humans, plants, the earth, universe and every thing that is existing with or with out you? why then care for something soo small such as earth compare to the infinate universe? whats the point? are we a threat to him? is that why he is keeping us at bay to make sure we don't acheive what he/she is? soo that we can never EVER be what he/she is? or am i saying this because the satan is by my side to criticize god and question him? or was I jus too influenced by the environment around me about how unbelieveable the bible doesn't explain... example? in genesis God said he made the sun, moon, day, night, and he just spoke "let there be...: this and that and things apears out of the blue... meaning how did it happened? how long did it take? was there a 24 hour rotating from day to night system when he was making the sun and the moon? was while he was making the sun, moon, and earth was time frozen? no time? jus a void... with out time? did we make time? did we jus happen to spawn out of the earth while is was changing constantly for the millions and billions of years? while one celled living organisms were becoming a multi-celled organism because of its changing environment and some how they jus happen to work togather and make a intelligent living organism, such as a human? or was it a ape first? did we keep on changing and changing until we had this form, a human.. and become the top of the food chain ruling over the earth being able to control rather it can live on or die and kill them own selves? are we gods of the this earth? the whole as a human, is that what makes us human? to try be become god? are we trying to become god? trying to be perfect be seem better... act better, be better. is that what god gave us? to be like him? while we are soo impefect? or is it that Humans made a god? to secure them selve, he be what we are not, to act as if we are believing in some thing greater then a normal being, to make sure that there is something better then us. is this realistic? a fantacy? fictional? is it sinning jus to think and question why and how of the things that make absolutly no sence? or its just *missing* well doesn't matter does it? im jus another human born to die as any human to soposly go to Heven or Hell depending on what i do in earth out of the what 6 ? 7 billion people out there. so it doesnt matter what i think of god or anything else because maybe .00001% of the population will see this and see how they have weasted there time on some thing soo pointless talking about unless things. well im not truly sorry but this is jus what i think, you or any one cant stop the way i think because its my life and your just another human existing with mine. some soo close that with out it it would be hard to live.. like losing an arm.. but some would be jus a peice of hair... loseing or having isnt going to make much difference.
hehe =] Sorry for the long post hate me for weasting your time or for crutisizing god or what ever i said or what ever, but its just another post like any other see it pass it or make another post.. lol your choice. just like chosing to read all of it =] never told you to hehe enjoy~ =] or hate it =]
Ps. Sorry for the time comsuming post =]
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