Ever wake up screaming and crying? Yet no one came to your bedside. You wake up and ur night clothes cling to u in wet sweat. Sometimes there is a little blood on ur pillow. And you realize you cannot remember why ur sobbing uncontrollably?
Then you go off to school and ur mind is dark and internally crying out while you despise those around you for their blissful ignorance to anything or anyone besides themselfs and their socially cliques. You come home to nothing but yelling parents. Never satisfied with YOU or your grades. No one loves you. No one likes you. Yet you keep up a mask of funny-guy. Yet you know you are better and are longing to lash out and explode.

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Ayuh? thats mad wierd. That never happened to me except for the parents part. Thats why I join so many after-school clubs.

It seems like you need someone to talk to. uh...talk to someone,it should make you feel better.

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...gulp...

Last edited by huby40 on 04-27-2002 at 12:52 PM

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i got that feeling all the time last yr, xcept for the waking up at nite part. dun worri; just dun let the depression take over ur life cuz it's veri hard to get out of. talk to me if u need to; pm me, email me, or im me
dannyluv1tym and azndevil116

feel better...

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it comes to me, back and forth... to and fro... i just wanna lock myself up...have some quiet time to myself..

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Whoa... man are you ok?

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um i've never experienced that
but are you okay?
...i hope you are...

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have you had YOUR dose of type v?

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people do seem oblivious sometimes

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