Going crazy....advice?
I'm in a really bad situation. Well, at least from my standpoint.
I've totally fallen for my best friends girlfriend. Its gotten to the point where I can't even function right because I keep thinking about her. Everywhere I go, I wonder what she's doing. In class I can barely concentrate.
The thing is, we have really good chemistry when we hang out, like we're in our own world. I think that's why I've fallen for her, because we connect so well. Some people I know question me when they see us together cause we seem like a couple, but we're labeling it "really good friends". I fear that I'm taking our flirty friendliness and confusing it with her being interested in me as well, but sometimes I get the feeling she feels the same way.
But I know I cannot say anything, because I've known my friend longer than I've known her. Ever since she's been in his life, he's been hanging out with me more, because she likes to hang out with me. I mean, me and my friend hardly talked until she started hanging out with more. But it drives me nuts when she's around, I just want to hold her and kiss her once, but I can't.
Lately I've been purposely avoiding her, hiding under screen names she doesn't know and I usually visit UC Berkeley every wednesday after class and meet up with her, but I haven't been there for 2 weeks.
I'm trying to see less of her in hopes of it fading, but its not working, I just want to see and talk to her more and more.
Should I keep my mouth shut? Should I wait it out? Should I just tell her?
I'm going insane. help
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Last edited by Mouko on 05-03-2002 at 12:03 AM
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