PoEm

hey everyone......hehe....this is a depressing poem......but hope you enjoy.....hehe


Last Chapter:

Fearful thoughts, linger in my head,
Every night as I lie in my bed,
Off into the endless distance I stare,
With emptiness inside of me I prepare,
To end my story, my tragedy, my shame,
As I turn to my last page, looking for someone to blame

Insecure I feel, protection I need,
wounded my heart, and so does it bleed,
Uncontrollable waves of emotions,
drowning me down to unforgettable recollections

I sit here and think of the times,
The nights when I committed internal crimes,
Those cold,cold nights when I cried myself to sleep,
The dreadful days when I fell into darkness so deep...

The nights when violence darkened the innocent minds,
slowly eating me away, dragging me behind
As I screamed in the deafening silence of vain,
wishing that my soul too, would be crushed from the pain

My life is nothing more than a black smear,
With a solution in my hand I'm blinded by tears
Once more U seek for cure, an escape
But once more I find the evil of my fate..

Vivid memories flash before my eyes
As I fill my last page with desperate sighs
far off into distance I hear the cries
Of my heart, my soul, failing regardless of its tries

But with this bottle in my hand, the end to those days are near

Out side the door they call to me,
But those sounds are too muffled for me to hear
Why dont they let me close the book of pain?
Did it not reach the climax?

Piercing pain dwells inside my heart,
leaving me behind permanant scars
Set me free from my destiny,
Let me go, give me liberty,
From the shadows that reach eternity...

I stare down at the solution in my hand
Resolution they call it, or was it catastrophe?
Now I sit with tears in my eyes,
The lingering thoughts are no longer here....

the end to my life is near......

I turn to my last page, to complete my story, as wellas my life

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:omg: that was good... Imma have to read your other poem now... that was really good... I mean, explaining all the emotions and comparing life to a book... that was good... right? you were comparing life to a book right? puhaha, because thas what I'm seeing... heh

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yup yup.....i was comparing it to a book......hehe

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yea julie....haha me too.... read her story... it's good too.

mang you are such a good writier.... comparing life to a book... that is so... (lol for lack of better words)...DEEP

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