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woops my bad heres the whole thing.. lolzz
mom
wen i was a kid my momma treated me right
held me in bed, stories, bottle here, a snuggle goodnight
a few years later, growing up sum, she protected me too,
it was skoo, piano classes, writin, tying my own shoe
but then growin up to a teen, big shit, she started trippin
always threatinin me, name callin, but no more belt whippins
It was face punchin, head kickins, u beat me, but dad didint
how could u treat me like that, dont u see ur child is missin?
u got me locked up like a dog, person in a jailhouse
last time i gave u my opinion, u popped me n da mouth
yo u say im crazy, u shudint let dad touch ur clit
u made me yo, but u treatin me like im shit
IM YO DAUGHTER WOMAN, i walk past you daily
you act like im air, ignorin mah smilez diliberately
they say listen to mom, fuck naw im walkin disrespectively
nigguhs sayin im grabiin for attention, well listen
i sit n take her face punches, she aint dissmissin
on mah kneez sayin sorrie, getn slapped "left to right"
off beat rhythem on my face, till i lost my sight
man shit, i was a lil girl takin this pain with all my might
holding back tears , wishing my daddie would hold me tight
leavin me in mah room with a black eye, i rather die than feel this
i was a mistake mom, was i just an unwanted gestation/
I Fucked up at school, THEN YOU SEND ME TO PROBATION
i couldint win shit with you, u never gave me a consideration
its always no, stay home, when i ran away u gave attention
it was a "white folks" theory that mothers knew best
but asian momz are crazy bitches, mine was nether the less
take it in my own handz now, may god b mah witness
pullin the knife across mah wrist, i feel her angeR slittin
feelin the blood evacuating, i can still flashback all her hittin
im forcin the blade to go thru my skin, only to cry inside
send me to hell, its better than livin with myself askin why
i rather die a million times, than have u beatin me like a board
the closest thing to a name u called me, was "YOU FUCKIN WHORE"
i know i been bad, but what "bad things" made you hate me
am i just not enough to be considered part of family
well its over mom, i dont need you anymore, ur hate reinforces me
because i know inside momma, im something that you'll never get to be
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03-09-2003 04:15 AM
kiMsTeR! it seem lyke yooh don't lyke ur mom that much or ish it just meh ehHH? anywho calm down take a chill pill here! 
pick the bLoO one! 
