FeEl LiKe ShIaT

ugh... feel so bad about myself. I almost hate myself. I don't cause i actually wake up and eat. no one knows how i feel. Its impossible to explain. I just want to get away. school/family/friends/enemies/life. Itz all so trivial. my mind is dark and shallow. People call me a goth. but i'm not. so screw off. I'm just a fat ass with a bad attitude who can't keep a fricking straight face for two seconds.

so sup?

how are you?

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o mai...well thaz exactly how i felt last year--EXACTLY. i hated skool and wanted to get away frum mai frenz and family and thot about just running away or ending it all. but it's getting a lot better now, maib try changing ur surroundings or sumtin. i'm doing pretti well btw ^^ but since this isn't realli bout skool i'm moving to random thoughts

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im too busy to reply...

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"The weight of this sad time we must obey,/ Speak what we feel, not what we ought to say./ The oldest hath borne most; we that are young/ Shall never see so much, nor live so long."
King Lear (V.3.300-304)

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aww dont wrry it'll get better

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*it's not enough...i need more, nothing seems to satisfy...i don't want it, i just need it, to breathe, to feel, to know im alive*
*i don't want you, to give it all up, leave your own life collecting dust, and i don't want you to feel sorry for me, never give us a chance to be, and i don't need you to be by my side, to tell me that everything's alright, just wanted you to tell me the truth, you know i'd do that for you*

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hmm... just try to b happie!~ actually that doesnt really work... wut i do is i watch a REALLY sad thing... then i feel better cuz i realize at least my life iznt DAT bad.... i good movie is gashigogi

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i hope you feel better! just think of happy thoughts

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smilE

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quote:

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Originally posted by krnxswat
smilE

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if u dun shut da phawk up...

jus playin ho seon

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its shity and depeing where you go ....
i only moved once but like ...gosh

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hah, i agree.
sometimes i just wanna get away from all of it.
escape to an island or something.
i suggest you go on a walk or go to the beach or something, just take some time out by urself (:
or talk to someone new, a new friend that knows nothing about you. q:

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are you sure you aren't clinically depressed or sumthinz? you might consider going to see a doctor?

but as long as it's not all the time..... yea i feel like that too sometimes.... for like no reason at all i get tired of EVERYTHING.... every single thing seems to piss me off~

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