*sighs* here's another one...

ai ai ai... iono what's wrong with me... I'll keep this one short and simple... fob k?

i meet guy in jsl forums through chat
we talk
we get to know each other
he lives in canada
i live in wisconsin
i like this dude
he likes me (he says anyways)
he's been through hard times
i feel bad
before i knew his love life
i kinda pushed him to like me
now i know
and i feel worse
it's killing me
i never seen him before
but i don't care
he makes me feel different
i smile whenever he talks to me
and i laugh
he just makes me feel different
like no one else can
really...
i dont know what problem is
mebbe long distance
mebbe his past love life
or mebbe I just want him here to hug

i feel longing for him
i wanna cuddle with him
argh... but so hard...
what to do???

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Hun...i can't say this in one post....pm me your aim sn if you have one. I have a long story to tell you.

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ahhhh luv, damn it hurts
watever is left of my heart i will use it to say that if u truely feel like u luv him wit ur heart i say try it out. u can drive now cant u

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heh`
maybe u guys should talk about it.
heh i really dont no` ^^;

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Originally posted by krnxswat
heh`
maybe u guys should talk about it.
heh i really dont no` ^^;

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yea seon ho has a bit of a distance prob 2, but thats not stoppin him
so cheer up and if u really want to take a shot

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Originally posted by RaCeR_LaDi_MoOn

i meet guy in jsl forums through chat
we talk
we get to know each other
he lives in canada

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whoa who is it...ooohooo scandalus

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uh.. that kinda reminds me of my thread.. the "my weekend" thread.. you thief!! anywayz.. long distance.. sucks.. believe me.. it does.. doesnt work out.. especially if your young.. you can convince yourself that itmight work. but then in the long run you waste a lot of time ..

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hehe sang cheon... you're my inspiration!!!

argh... here's something for you to ponder about... our chat:

..... says:
"relationships sicken me! But yet, I want one... " exactly how I feel
Kana: RaCiNg LiCeNsE...wOoHoO says:
where'd you find that?
..... says:
heh
your aa page of course
okay how I feel....
yea, I do like U too...I just can't do a long distance relationship thing....
Kana: RaCiNg LiCeNsE...wOoHoO says:
ai... can't believe you read that
..... says:
I need to be able to hold the girl I'm in love wif. when things are just so bad I can't take it anymore I have to be able to see her and get some comfort...
ahha sorry...I won't go to your aa page nemore
Kana: RaCiNg LiCeNsE...wOoHoO says:
it's okai...
I just didnt' think you'd read that


..... says:
*takes Julies hand*
..... says:
*takes julies other hand*
Kana: RaCiNg LiCeNsE...wOoHoO says:
julie now??? you must be serious
..... says:
*wraps julie's arms behind his neck, hugs julie really tightly and kisses her on the cheek*
heh
*MWUAH*
Kana: RaCiNg LiCeNsE...wOoHoO says:
aww...
*julie laughs...bites oni*
..... says:
heh whoah..kinda kinky aren't U? lol
Kana: RaCiNg LiCeNsE...wOoHoO says:
haha... kinky now ey?
gotta add taht one on now
..... says:
ehhe yes
Kana: RaCiNg LiCeNsE...wOoHoO says:
*sighs* if only...
..... says:
if only we lived close..
lol omg...hahah
Kana: RaCiNg LiCeNsE...wOoHoO says:
you took the words outta my mouth...
you can't do that
..... says:
lols sorry
*puts words back in kana's mouth*
Kana: RaCiNg LiCeNsE...wOoHoO says:
haha...
here goes...
if only we lived close...

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woOoO~ haha

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sang cheon says: how gay
sang cheon says: ima throw up
sang cheon says: long distanceee!!! ahhhh!!!!
sang cheon says: julie.. come on now.. come back to reality.
sang cheon says: *looks at julie'S head*
sang cheon says: *flicks her forehead and says* "WAKE UP GIRLFRIEND!!! WAKE UP!!!!@!!!@#$@!#!@$!"

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haha that drifting animated .gif is sweet!! haha

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phuck it... this is the end... argh...

heh U sound like U like being called kinky. I figure we're not gonna be together so the closer we get the harder it'll be to realize that. U have no idea how much I wish we could get together but we can't. Sorry Julie...I know I'm sounding so stupid rite now but I'm afraid to get close.

should I be :huh: or or :satisfy: or or ?????

I feel like...

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Emotions are too unruley. although it's said "it's better to have loved and lost than to have never have loved at all." I believe differently. it's better to have not loved than to have felt the loss of losing love......if that makes sense. in the moment people will think they are in love...but when it's over they think differently...to some extent. to be crushed and hurt by a loved one..or a liked one...is one of the hardest things one can face. but facing this pain I guess part of the growing process....but I'd rather not 'grow' than to face the pain over and over again...


sometimes you love and you lose...and you face the pain and then you reaquire that love once again but that's rare.

that's my two cents....I guess.....

haha sorry....I know I sound all over the place. it's just the way I talk or write or whatever when I think/talk about relationships and love.

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Originally posted by indecisive
Emotions are too unruley. although it's said "it's better to have loved and lost than to have never have loved at all." I believe differently. it's better to have not loved than to have felt the loss of losing love......

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jesus christ

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Originally posted by RaCeR_LaDi_MoOn
like I have said before... if the two are really commited to having a relationship, it'll work...

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chroooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

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so true seung ju... but again... indecisive says, "emotions are too unruley"

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?????



neways...um...I have nothing else to say on this subject ahhaha.


basically....
"Love Hurts When It Doesn't Hit You Back....Ironic Isn't It?" ~Matt

that's what I think too I guess.

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who is this duude

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