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Friends
When I wuz 5, i moved to California. Making the transition from the life in Taiwan to the life in Los Angeles wuz hard. When I first arrived, I remember I had lots of friends. I wuz very social and friendly, partly because I was very eager to make new friends. But as time went on, I keen personality began to take a toll. I shut most of my friends out of my life and soon, became juz another entity in this dark, enigmatic universe instead of the once popular boy. I lost almost all my friends, and when the one and only person that I had ever trusted moved to florida, I shut myself out from the outside world.
I never get phone calls asking to go to the mall, or movies and this makes me VERY sad compared to the 20 calls mah bro gets a day...I spend most of my time on the computer nowadays(my stress reliever), hoping that this dilemma would go away even tho i kno it wont.
There are still people who I socialize with at school but what I'm missing is a 'true' friend. Someone who will be there for me when I truly need it the most. Someone who is willing to stay on the phone to listen to my deepest most inner feelings.
I hope one day I can meet a 'true' friend, maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but someday...
kinda messy i kno but i had to type this up fast cuz i still got hw to finish
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tell me business b4 pleasure..
but to me business is pleasure..
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05-02-2002 02:06 PM
