elementary skoo.
i liked this guy..
i had no idea why. in the 2nd grade, we got off to a bad start. my best friend was makin fun of him, so naturally i joined in. she moved away.. so then i was on my own. he hated me.. but i grew into liking him for some strange reason. then, i was way beyond my years. i liked him.. thinking 'someday, he'll like me back.. someday, i kno he will. our love was meant to be'
ha. yea right.
but there were certain moments that he was nice to me, showed me his real self. anytime else, he was cruel with his piercing words. he made me cry, countless times.. yet i still liked him.
i confessed one day, called him.. asked him 'how do you think of me? i mean.. more than a friend' he said he had to go n hung up. that jerk. i didn't kno what to do. i moved that summer.
years passed.. n now, i'm over him. i'm tired of thinking about it.. n realized how foolish and stupid i was.
a couple months ago, i went back to my old neighborhood, i called him up and asked if we could meet, for old times' sake. he said he was 'going somewhere with his parents' what a load of crap. to think i thought he had changed after all this time..
o well.. his loss :satisfy:
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wherever you go, whatever you do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you
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