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Talking Playing For Him


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Playing for him.
By~SilveR

Prologue

"Miss! Please wait!" I turned around sighing. I was tired as hell and wanted to go home.
"Yes?"
"You were the one that played piano in there?" a short stocky man asked.
”Yes…” I said wishing the man would just get to the point.
"Well. I want you to play for me."
"Excuse me?"
"I'm sorry. I'm Mr. Lee. I want you to play piano to accompany Ahn Kangta."
"What?"
I was given a card and ordered to call him tomorrow.
I was wondering what kind of crap this was and wondered if it was a cruel joke.
I sighed and walked home.
If you could call it a home.
I worked in a bar where there are a lot of sick drunks.
As you can tell I play the piano.
Slow ballads.
They represented my life.
The next day I called him.
Mr. Lee.
It wasn't a joke.
~+~
Chapter 1

"HAENA!!!!! GET ME SOME COFFEE!!"
I sighed and dragged myself to the coffee maker
poured a cup.
One spoon of cream.
Two spoons of sugar.
Everyday it was the same.
I slowly brought it over to a handsome tall man.
Thousands of people loved him.
I hated him.
"Took you long enough."
"I am sorry Mr. Ahn."
He looked at me and sneered.
He knew I couldn't quit.
So he treated me like shit.
I wondered how this guy could sing sweet love songs.
He was anything but sweet.
"This is cold."
I was thinking and didn't hear him.
"HELLO!!! THIS IS COLD!!"
He threw his hand around not realizing the cup was in his hand.
It splashed over me.
It was scalding hot.
I jumped and screamed.
Red welts started to spring up over my sensitive skin.
Some employees came out and cleaned up.
I ran out and went to the restroom.
I slowly wiped cold water over me.
The burns didn't hurt that much anymore.
But it made it so it was hard to walk.
I wish I could quit.
Truth was it was a good paying job.
But no money was enough to be treated like a slave
~+~

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i read this before but i never finished it!~ keep postin itz good~

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yay! haha i like it so far.... yea i think i saw this somewhere else too~ well keep posting!

ps.. oh mah yah.. the first poster of hyesungie... aww man there is no drooling smilie... haha

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i've read this fic at FFL but keep posting anyway! hehe i loved it.
and btw, kangta looks so hot in that poster.. mmm guys in glasses.

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this is good..i love it....

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oOoO ive read this at typev
its one of my fav! post more ^^

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i like it! poor kangta and hyesung.... post some more? it's good!

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Chapter 2
I slowly walked out of the restroom and went back to the room I was in before.
To my surprise Kangta was nervously waiting at the door.
What the hell?
The lazy bastard never gets up.
And he's never nervous.
Whatever.
I started to walk past him.
"Wait."
"Oh. I will get you more coffee right away sir." I said flatly.
"No. not that."
"Yes?"
"Are you alright?" He said almost kindly.
What is up with this guy.
He doesn’t care about anyone.
"Yes sir."
"Good." His voice was back to being emotionless.
"I need you to come on Sunday for an extra rehearsal."
Of course.
Extra rehearsals always meant a concert.
"Yes sir."
He went back to his 'special chair' that only him and me were allowed to touch.
I cleaned it.
"Oh. and I'll have that coffee now."
F*ck him.
Doesn't even say sorry.
I got him the coffee and sat down on my little rickety stool.
I thought back to the saying anything.
"This is the piano player."
"Yes."
"Change the hair."
"What?!?"
I had grown my hair long ever since I was young.
"Dye it dark blue/black. It needs to glint in the TV lights."
"I don't want blue hair."
"Well. That's too bad."
I glared at him.
I couldn't lose this job.
This job gave me a home in the employee house.
The house was large.
Filled with workers that did jobs that Kangta was too lazy to do himself.
"And cut it to a little below shoulder length."
"WHAT!!"
His cold glare looked at me.
"Do. As. I. Say."
I shrank back from that look.
I couldn't quit.
I needed the money to stay in music school.
I needed the money for everything.
*end of flashback*

"DAMMIT!!!"
"Pardon?"
Oh I hadn't realized I had said it out loud.
"I'm sorry sir. I didn't mean to."
"Oh."
"I must go soon. Would you like to go through another song?"
"Al rite."
He slowly got up and then stood in front of the piano.
I made my way to the piano painfully but quickly.
I started to play the intro and I closed my eyes.
I didn’t need the music.
I listened to his voice.
This is the reason fans love him.
A single tear ran down my cheek.
What kind of life is this?
~+~
Chapter 3

"Why are you crying?"
"I'm not. Something got into my eye."
He looked at me strangely.
He knew I always played with my eyes closed.
I hurriedly packed my music.
I started to slowly walk out.
"Don't forget Sunday. Bring something to do. You aren’t playing on some songs."
"Yes sir."
He seemed about to say more but then stopped.
I took out money to use the pay phone to call my friend.
"Here. Use this."
He handed me his cell phone.
Something must have happened to him.
He wouldn't be acting so freaky otherwise.

"Hey Sunhae."
"Hi *cough*"
"Are you ok?"
"Of course! *cough cough*"
"NO you're not. Are you going to school today like that?"
"Yes! you need a ride!"
"I'll hitch or get one from somewhere. Don't worry! Now sleep."
I sighed.
Walking was out of the question.
The bus didn't stop anywhere near here.
Taxi.
But it would be expensive to go so far away.
"I'll take you."
Kangta.
What the hell is wrong with him today.
"No its ok sir. I'll manage. Thank you for letting me use your phone."
I walked off.
He grabbed my arm.
My burned arm.
"AHHHHHHHHHH"
He jerked away in surprise.
"Excuse me. That arm got burned."
"How?"
What a clueless dork.
How.
I wanted to slap him.
I wanted to pour coffee over his arms and legs.
I wanted...
but I couldn't.
"The coffee sir. Now I will be going."
" I. Will. Give. You. A. Ride." He said stiffly.
I wondered if Mr. Lee was forcing to be kinder to me.
I sighed and walked to his car.
If he pulls any shit I'll just play badly at the concert.
"When is the concert?"
"What concert?"
~+~
Chapter 4

I looked at him confused.
"Um don't we uh have like a concert?"
I sounded like a dork.
He looked at me.
Then looked away.
"Do I turn left or right?"
"Left."
"I want you to meet...someone."
"ok."
Dammit.
I have to meet another one of his little girlfriends.
Why does he even show them to me.
Its like he wants to brag.
"Turn left again."
He didn't say anything else.
"STOP!!!"
He almost passed my school.
"You go here?"
He sounded shocked.
I was defensive for a reason.
"Yes."
"Why!!"
This guy was excited over something.
What a surprise.
Well.
You could say he was excited about nothing.
"I have a pretty good scholarship and..."
He cut me off.
"Never mind."
He looked wild.
I got out and left.
"Thank you."
He left.
~+~
Chapter 5

I glared at the car.
Or the dust that the car left.
I sighed and walked to my first class just as the bell rang.
"Hey!"
I walked on not hearing.
"Hello?!?!"
I looked over in surprise.
It was my friend YoonMi.
"Sorry my bad."
"Its al rite...but you owe me."
"Umm ok...I think."
"Anyway something important to tell!"
I looked at her warily.
Important ranged from what shade of lipstick she would wear or if she should break up with her many boyfriends.
"What..."
"PARTY!!!"
She said it a little too loudly.
"GIRLS!!! QUIET!"
"oops."
I glared at Yoonmi.
"aigo."
She threw a note at me.
~Party at xxxx on Saturday. At like 3 clock, meet me! Better come you owe me, and Sunhae coming too!~
~No clothes.~
~Lend you some.~
~Aigo. No~
~You owe me!~
~ahh, no, I don’t ~
~JUST COME~
~Argh, aightz~
~+~
Chapter 6

I groaned as we walked to my science class.
"Why do I still have science if I'm majoring in music???" I asked YoonMi.
"Well it’s your fault you wanted afternoon classes."
It wasn't my fault.
My job forced me to work mornings and nights.
I cursed under my breath.
"Ayah whatever I got to go."
I walked inside.
We were learning about the ozone layer, and Antarctica.
I sat down and pretended to listen.
Then this girl started talking about how penguins lived in Antarctica, and how they were .
"Yes, penguin babies aren't loved by their parents, they don’t want to love something that might die quickly, so they don’t show affection."
I was starting to sleep when I heard that.
Without any warning I started to cry.
I ran out of the room.
I wasn't loved by my parents either.
~+~

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When I was just a wee wee tot they took me off my wee wee cot and put me on my wee wee pot to see if i could wee or not

WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE

When I was just a wee wee tot, they took me off my wee wee pot and put me on my wee wee cot and then i gave it all I got.

WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE

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Chapter 7
I sat there crying and hating myself for running out of the class.
"Hey,"
I looked up.
In front of me was the blurred vision of our school’s ggangpae.
Sh*t. This boy made lives miserable. Why was he here!
"The teacher wants you back inside."
"Ok."
I said it softly so he wouldn’t hear my shaking voice.
"Yo, you care about penguins that much?"
He was laughing at me.
"No."
I glared at him through my tears.
"I'm sorry."
Whoa. This guy said sorry to me!
I must be on a roll.
First Kangta, then Hyesung.
I looked up at him.
He was crouching down next to me and looking at me.
I buried my head in my knees.
"Can you tell the teacher that I can't make it?" I said, my voice muffled,
"Can you make to my party on Saturday?"
I looked up surprised.
"That’s YOUR party?"
I should’ve known.
Hyesung always gave big parties.
"Yea. It’s going to be kind of small. My friends coming so I don't want him to be over whelmed."
"Oh."
"Yea. So are you leaving or what."
"I'm leaving."
"What about your stuff?"
"I'll get it later."
"Ok."
"Bye."
I started to get up.
"Oh, and thanks." I started to blush for no reason.
I started to walk.
MY legs hurt so much. They kept rubbing against each other.
I felt Hyesung's eyes on me.
As soon as I was outside I collapsed on the bench.
How am I going to get home?
Hyesung walked out.
"You need a ride?"
~+~
Chapter 8
"What?"
Was this guy trying to rape me?
He looked at me and explained.
"You look hurt and your friend Yoonmi? She's my best friend. She'd kill me if I left you here."
Oh.
That explained why he was being nice to me.
YoonMi has a temper.
I’m a little paranoid.
"Ok. Thanks."
I slowly walked to his car.
It was pretty nice but being a typical girl, I didn't know anything about it.
I got in and waited for Hyesung to start driving.
"Where do you live?"
I pointed where to go first and gave him more instructions.
I rested my head against the soft leather and closed my eyes.

~+~
Chapter 9

"Oh shit. She didn't give me any directions past this and I don't want to wake her up." Hyesung sighed.
Then he spotted Ahn Kangta and rubbed his eyes.
"KANGTA?"
Kangta heard his name being called.
"Oh no I can't deal with fans today."
Hyesung ran toward him.
"Hey it’s me. Don't worry I'm not a loving fan."
He turned around and looked.
"Oh its you."
"Thanks for the nice greeting."
"No prob."
Hyesung glared at him.
"What’s with the girl?"
Kangta nodded his head to Haena.
"OH! I rescued her. She my best friend's friend and something was up with her. She couldn't really walk home so I offered her a ride but she fell asleep."
"So."
"I don't know where she lives!"
"Look at her student id card you babo!"
"Oyea." Hyesung grinned sheepishly.
Kangta walked over to the car and opened the door.
He gasped.
"Wsup with you?"
"N-nothing."
Hyesung glanced at him worried.
Kangta had turned white.
"OK. so look at her id card then."
Kangta slowly reached inside Haena's small bag and pulled out her id card.
"Where does she live?"
Kangta didn't answer.
Hyesung sighed.
"Aigo."
He snatched the card from him.
"She lives at xxxx Chunsa Drive,”
Hyesung scratched his head.
"Where's that?"
He looked at Kangta.
"Hello a little help here!"
"It's here." He said his voice deathly soft.
~+~
Chapter 10

"Wow...she must be rich to live in a big house like this!" Hyesung said looking around at the employee house.
"Kangta what's wrong?" Hyesung said worried...
Hyesung was really sweet and caring, however at school he kept the image of a ggangpae.
Kangta didn't say anything.
"AHN CHILHYUN YOU BETTER TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG!!!" Hyesung bellowed.
"Shut up man, Haena’s gonna wake up!"
"Too late" I said waking up.
"Sorry Hyesung I guess I fell asleep, I think I can walk the rest of the way." I said not realizing where I was.
Then my eyes focused and I saw Kangta.
"Oh. I'm sorry Mr. Ahn, I'll be going now."
Why the hell was he here?!?
And talking to Hyesung?!?
I missed a lot when I slept.
Oh yea... Hyesung.
"Bye Hyesung thanks for the ride!" I smiled and hugged him.
"No prob. Remember to come to my party!"
I walked to the employee house and went to my room
"She calls you Mr. Ahn?"
"uh...yea."
"Don't most girls call you Kangta, my love?" Hyesung grinned.
"Shut up and that girl works ...for my dad."
"Kangta, your dads in America rite now."
"Argh forget her."
"I can't." Hyesung looked at Kangta and then Haena’s back got into his car and left.
Kangta stormed up the stairs ignoring the surprised looks from the other workers.
Kangta never came into the employee house.
He was too good for it.
He burst into Haena's room and started to yell.
I looked at him.
I didn’t even understand what the hell he was saying.
I heard Haena and Hyesung and party.
Then everything else was...basically blah blah blah in a loud voice level.
"Excuse Mr. Ahn, if you want me to be in the practice room I will be rite there.
He calmed down.
"We will be having rehearsal on Saturday 3:00."
Yes sir.
He walked out angrily.
Whoa, what was he so pissed about?
It's not like he cares that I was with Hyesung...or does he?
Wait...Saturday...3:00...Why is that so familiar.... I have to go to Yoonmi's house for the party!
Suddenly Kangta walked back in.
"I want my coffee.
~+~

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When I was just a wee wee tot they took me off my wee wee cot and put me on my wee wee pot to see if i could wee or not

WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE

When I was just a wee wee tot, they took me off my wee wee pot and put me on my wee wee cot and then i gave it all I got.

WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE WEE

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Chapter 11

AHHHHHHHHHH! What is wrong with him!!!
Is coffee his whole frikken life?!?
I got up angrily and made some coffee.
But instead of the usual mix I poured in some han yak {its like medicine... I don't know really what it is in American} and some cream and sugar to make it light.
I tasted a little.
The mix of coffee and han yak was truly nasty.
I smiled and put it in a pot to carry down.
I walked over to the studio glad that my burns were feeling much better.
I set the coffee down and put a sticky note on it saying this is Mr. Ahn's coffee, from Haena.
I smirked and walked out.
The phone was ringing when I got back into my room.
"Hello?"
"HAENA!!! Are you OK??? Did Hyesung treat you well? Why'd you leave?!?"
YoonMi. Of course.
"Yoonmi, sorry. Yea Hyesung took good care of me, and I'm fine."
"One more question left my, dongseng."
"I can't explain it..."
"You better te-"
I cut her off.
"How come you didn't tell me it was Hyesung's party?"
"Uh... I don't know."
"Come on... truth now my wonderful unni." I said sarcastically.
"Well he asked me to bring you. So he could get to know you."
"Oh..."
"Wow one of my best chingoos actually might like my other best chingoo..." she joked.
"Haha..." I laughed but I wondered.
Did he really like me?
He would be a bright spot in my days with the oh-so-wonderful Kangta.
Kangta.
"YoonMi? Does Hyesung know Kangta?"
"Kangta? The singer? Your boss?"
"Yea..."
"Hmm... I think so. I got him Polaris for his birthday, but he already had it."
"No...like persona-"
"Sorry! I have another call talk to you later!"
I sighed and hung up.
Almost immediately the phone rang again.
"Hello?"
"WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO THIS COFFEE?!?"
"I'm sorry, who is this? I believe you have the wrong number."
Grinning, I hung up.
~+~
Chapter 12

Still grinning over the coffee trick, I started my homework, but the phone rang again.
Hehe, I wonder if it's Kangta again.
"Hello?"
"Uh… Hi."
It was definitely a male.
It was definitely NOT Kangta.
"Hi. Who is this?"
"Hyesung. Shin."
"OH!! You gave me a ride home. Thank you again."
"No problem."
"Is there a special reason why you called?"
"I have your bag from science...YoonMi gave it to me."
"Oh...thanks. Can I meet you in front of the school tomorrow? I don't really need anything in it."
"Yea."
"Are you alright? You seem uneasy."
"Nothing... How do you know Ahn Kangta?"
"O...He's my boss."
"Oh, I see." Suddenly Hyesung became a lot calmer.
" Well I'll see you tomorrow then right? At my party?"
"Oh... Sure!"
I didn't care about the rehearsal. I was going to that party.
*later*
"Hyesung?" I tapped him on the shoulder.
"Can I have my bag?" I pointed at the gray bag he was holding.
"Oh! Hey... Sure." He handed it to me.
"Thanks, see you later!"

"SONG YOONMI!!!! WHY did you give my bag to Hyesung?!?"
"What? I didn't!" Yoonmi said, looking confused.
Wait. Then, Hyesung drove back here, got my bag, lied to me, and gave it to me. What a strange boy.
"Ok. sorry."
"It’s all good. Are you coming to my house to get ready?"
"Yea of course!"
"You seem a lot happier then usual."
"Hehe yesterday I tricked Kangta."
I started to explain about the coffee trick finishing up with when Kangta called.
"Man, if he called any other girl, they would freak out. You hang up on him!!!"
I laughed at her shocked expression and went to music class.
"Ah yes. Ms. Eun. Would you like to play a song for us?" The elderly gentlemen that taught me asked.
"Yes sir." We all did what he asked because he was a very kind.
Unlike Kangta.
I chose a beautiful sad piece I had been working on.
I close my eyes and started to play.
Kangta popped into my head.
His eyes... when he was yelling at me.
They were so confused.
And when he apologized for spilling the coffee.
So sweet.
What was I thinking?
Kangta?
Mr. Ahn?!?
The bastard that treats me like crap?!?
There, all better. All feelings gone and song finished.
Mr. Kim, the teacher looked at me.
"That was very beautiful...until the end. The end... was like a lie. A lie in music."
I looked at him blankly.
"Never mind. Sit down." He said smiling.
"May I be excused?" My voice was hoarse.
"Of course."
I ran out thinking about what he said when I bumped into Hyesung.
"Ditching class for the penguins again?"
"Hyesung! Ono. I was just going..."
He was joking.
"One thing. I believe I am older then you. You must call me oppa."
"What?"
"I am your oppa."
"Uh… ok. I have to go."
What a confusing boy.
What happened to the mean kkang pae?
I forgot about him though as I thought about Kangta.
Mr. Kim had called it a lie.
My thoughts were about Kangta.
The bad thoughts... they were a lie?
The good thoughts were beautiful?
I shook my head hard.
Mr. Kim had just said that.
My playing didn't show my thoughts.
Besides.
Kangta WAS a bastard who treated me like crap.
That wasn't a lie.
I went back to class and sat down.
The rest of the day passed by in a blur until YoonMi dragged me to her house.
"YoonMi! I can just wear anything! Jeans, whatever!"
"Jeans?"
She smiled and threw a mini jean skirt at me.
I threw it at her.
"Are you crazy?!? I don't wear this stuff."
She kept on throwing clothes at me.
I sighed and buried my head in my hands. It was going to be a long day.
~+~
YoonMi finally decided on a cargo skirt with clingy spaghetti.
I felt ridiculous.
Her shoes hurt so badly.
And now Yoonmi was taking forever to decide what she was going to wear.
At the party I was planning on staying in a corner.

Of course Yoonmi had other plans.
"YAH!! Aren't you gonna do anything?"
"No."
She sighed and gave up.
Or so I thought.
I looked around and didn't see a lot of people.
Then I saw YoonMi dragging Hyesung toward me.
"Aigo chamna."
"Hey Hyesung."
He seemed to be waiting for something.
"What?"
"Keep on going..."
"Oh. Oppa."
"Good girl!" He reached over to pat me on the head but YoonMi shrieked.
"DON'T!!! It took me so long to do her hair!
I motioned crazy at her.
She stuck out her tongue and left.
"Well... you look pretty."
"Thanks. You look good too."
"Hehe I already knew that!" He joked.
I hit him lightly.
Then I saw a bunch of girls screaming.
"Uh...ok."
Hyesung hit his head.
"I worried this would happen."
"Kangta oppa!"
"Kangta OOOH I love you!"
"Hiii Kangta."
"MR. AHN'S HERE!!!"
Hyesung looked confused.
"Kangta's dad? No… Oh yea. You call him Mr. Ahn."
"O shit."
"Why? What's wrong?"
But it was too late.
Kangta was walking over and greeting Hyesung.
Then he saw me.
"Haena?!? Why weren't you at rehearsal?!?”
I groaned.
"And WHAT did you do to my coffee!?!"
"Mr. Ahn, I am very sorry about missing rehearsal. I am also sorry about the coffee."
He then looked at me stunned.
I guess he was taking in the clothes.
Hyesung looked from me to Kangta confused.
"Sorry Hyesung oppa, I have to go. Tell YoonMi ok?"
"B-but..."
"Sorry." I hugged him and walked away.
I started to walk home in the moonlight, when I heard footsteps behind me.
I turned around.
"Hyesung oppa?"
"Haena I wanted to ask you this for a long time."
I waited.
"Please, will you be my girlfriend?
~+~

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Chapter 13
I found my voice.
"You crazy boy?!?"
Hyesung looked at me smiling softly.
"No. Unless you mean sitting on this hard HARD floor."
I smiled absently and helped him up.
But...Kangta.
But what about him!
Thousands of girls love him.
What makes you think you-
Wait…what am I thinking?
Why would I like a bastard that treats me like that!!!!
Hyesung… he's nice.
And cute…
And…I think I like him…
I really think I do…
I debated with myself.
Hyesung looked at me expectantly.
"...Ok." I whispered.
Hyesung yelled and hugged me.
"Uh...oppa. You're kinda hurting me."
"OH! So sorry! Are you ok?!?"
I laughed at his silliness.
He looked sheepish.
"Sorry. Lets go back to my party."
The party.
Kangta.
"I can't."
I shook my head reluctantly.
"Why is it because of Mr. Ahn?" He teased.
"Please oppa... take me home?"
Hyesung shrugged and we started walking.
But Yoonmi's shoes...HOW CAN SHE WEAR THESE!!!
I started to limp.
Hyesung looked at me, worried.
"What's wrong?"
I pointed at my shoes.
"Yoonmi..."
"I remember those shoes! I told her not to buy them! But she said even if she couldn't wear them, she wanted to look at them. Crazy girl."
I laughed. That sounded exactly like her.
He bent down and slipped them off.
"Get on my back."
"Uh...Excuse me?"
He grinned at me.
"Why not? I'll pretend you're drunk."
I hit him lightly and somehow managed to climb on to his back.
I rested my head on his back and went to sleep.
Kangta watched this with narrowed eyes from his car.

*Employee House*
"Haena! We're here!"
He gently lowered me down and I woke up.
"Hi Hyesung oppa. Where am I?"
He laughed at my confused face and I started to remember everything.
I smiled a little embarrassed.
"Sorry."
Hyesung smiled and kissed me on the forehead.
"I have to get back. Bye." He turned around and as soon as he left, I saw Kangta's car pull up.
As he got out, he looked at me.
"Our next concert's going to be in America. We leave tomorrow. Start packing."
~+~

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Chapter 14
The blood drained from my face.
"A-america?" I stuttered.
Kangta glanced at me.
"Yes that's what I said." he said impatiently.
"Ono. Ono."
I ran to Mr. Lee's office.
"Please Mr. Lee, tell me that our next concerts not in America."
"Uh. yes. Yes it is. It's in L.A" He said confused.
I ran out.
How could this be.
I can't go back.
The memories.
No...
Tears streamed down my face.
"Umma...Appa..." I whispered.
Kangta walked by.
I didn't even care that he saw me crying.
I reached out.
"Kangta..."
He stopped and looked at me.
Hesitantly he walked over and touched my arm.
I needed to hug something.
Someone.
Anything.
I gripped his hand and kept crying silently.
I buried my head in his shoulder.
"Why Kangta? How come..."
He had no clue to what I was saying.
He patted me awkwardly on the shoulder.
He lifted me up and carried me to my room.
He put me on my bed and pulled the sheets over me.
Tears still rolled down my cheeks.
"I can't go back..."
~+~

Chapter 15

"Ms. Park? I am leaving on a trip to America. I do not know when I will be back."
My science teacher glanced at me.
"Oh. Mr. Ahn has already cleared it with us."
"Oh."
I slowly walked out.
And bumped into Hyesung.
He smiled and hugged me.
"Hey!"
"Um. Hi Hyesung oppa" I said softly.
"What's wrong? Why are you so sad?"
I put on a big smile.
"I'm not sad! I was just thinking. Uh. I have to go!"
“Wait! I wanted to say that…I lo-“
I ran out of school as quickly as possible.
I didn’t want to know what he was going to say.
I would tell Yoonmi to tell him that I was going.
"Bye Hyesung." I whispered to myself.
~+~
I sat across from Mr. Lee and Kangta in the limo reading a book.
"Ms. Eun, we are going to be staying at a very famous hotel, so do not worry about a place to stay."
I looked up, surprised.
I hadn’t been.
"Yes, Mr. Lee."
"I will not be accompanying you to America, but another man will meet you and plan your concert. His name is Mr. Shin."
"Ok."
I had not said one word to Kangta ever since that night and he had not said anything to me, even though he looked at me with a strange expression many times.
I was trying to focus on seeing my friends.
I was trying NOT to focus on seeing...them.
I shook my head a little as if to get rid of that thought.
I didn't notice Kangta looking at me.

*back at Korea*

"YOONMI! WHERE IS SHE!!" Hyesung yelled at his best friend.
"Fuck, boy! She’s not hurt or sick or dead or whatever, ok! Deal!" Yoonmi stuck out her tongue and walked away.
"Please Yoonmi. We've been friends for so long. Tell me."
Yoonmi looked at him and sighed.
"I don't know if I should."
Hyesung ran his hands though his hair.
"I really like Haena. Love. So tell me."
Yoonmi scratched her head thoughtfully.
"I don't know...” she said reluctantly.
"Please."
"Ok. She's in America for a some time. With Kangta."
"She LEFT me? Without telling me? After I-"
"NO! It wasn't her fault! She plays the piano for him. She has to go!" Yoonmi trailed off. Hyesung was running off.
"Man!"

~+~
"HOW could she just leave me? Without telling. And with KANGTA?!? What kind of B.S is that! F*ck! ONE day after I confess to her?"
Hyesung ran into a street that he didn't recognize. He slowed down and looked around. The houses were pretty run down and the streetlights were all smashed.
Hyesung started to turn around but bumped into a person.
"What the hell you doing in here? Boy, this is our street!"
Hyesung looked at him hard.
"Dongwan?"
More shadows stepped up.
"Minwoo? Andy? Eric? Jun Jin? What are you guys doin here?"
"How you know our names?"
"Hold up guys. Is this...HYESUNG!"
"yO wSUP!!!!! Sorry ‘bout that! DaYAM, you grew boy!"
Hyesung laughed a little bitterly, still thinking about Haena.
They all hugged.
" I guess I gotta go."
"You one of US now!"
"Yea! You part of the gang Shinhwa..."

~+~

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Chapter 16

Hyesung turned on his computer at 10:00 pm.
The guys hadn't let him go back to school.
And he didn't mind.
It felt good to be wanted. He turned his attention back to the screen.
YOU GOT MAIL.
He clicked his mailbox.
A message from Silver 1004.
Hmm.
He opened it.
Hi Oppa! I guess Yoonmi told you by now that I'm in America. Sorry I couldn’t tell you! But I couldn't see you and you know... well anyway I'm staying with Mr. Ahn at a hotel with a Mr. Shin. Hope I can come back soon!
Mr. Shin?
"UMMA!!!!"
He ran to his mom.
"Appa... What's he doing in Japan?"
"Oh, I forgot to tell you, He had to go to America because that nice friend of yours? Chilhyun? Well his concert got moved to America and he's supervising the concert."
"Thank you Bye!"
He ran to his room again.
So.
Haena was with his father and Kangta.
His dad never approved of relationships…
And…why bother staying with her…if he couldn’t trust her…and if she didn’t love him…
He slowly opened the Create Mail box.
”Dear Haena. I think we should stop seeing each other. I know it has been only two days, but I think we are totally wrong for each other. Bye. Hyesung."
He slowly clicked send and went to the bathroom sadly...not quite sure why he had done that…
He didn't see the flashing sign.
FAILURE TO SEND MESSAGE.
Hyesung walked in with closed eyes and fell onto the bed, sick with what he had done.
His mother came in a few minutes later and tucked him in.
She turned off the computer and the lights and walked out quietly.

~+~
I walked into my hotel room, awed.
The walls were painted a soft ivory color and the furniture was all white. One side of the wall was a mirror and the other side had the bed. The other two sides were decorated tastefully and a vase full of carnations sat on a table.
"It’s quite pretty."
I looked back in surprise.
Kangta had walked in behind me.
"Oh, yes. Thank you for the room."
"No need."
"Umm."
I didn't know what to say to that.
"Our next rehearsal is in one hour. Be on time."
Kangta had turned into Mr. Ahn again.
Business like.
Stern.
Stiff.
I peered into another room connected to it.
This room, was less elegant, more me.
There was a piano, a couch, computer, phone, and desk.
I looked at the bed outside and looked at the couch.
I smiled softly and went to sleep on the couch.
~+~

*Dream*

"Umma, umma...please. I'll try harder to be good, I promise. Appa...please."
Two faces lined with wrinkles stared at her and shook their heads.
The ajumah looked at her hard.
"Haena, all you've caused is trouble. What do you want from us." Her voice was cold.
"Leave. Now. " Appa said.
"APPA!!!"
The man suddenly had a belt in his hand.
He whipped it across her back.
She crumpled to the ground.
Her things appeared on the floor next to her.
They kicked it at her.
"GO!" They both yelled at her.
*End of Dream*

I woke up, tears dripping down my face.
Tears streaming down my face.
And through that blurred vision I saw Kangta's feet.
Kangta.
~+~

Chapter 17
I quickly wiped away my tears, letting my hair shield my face.
"Hello Mr. Ahn, I'm sorry for being late."
"You're not late."
Say what?
Then what was he doing here?
I looked at him.
"Here."
He handed me my luggage.
Very small, since I had few belongings.
But...Kangta? He was...he would...
He ...lowered himself to be a bellboy?
I marveled.
He handed me some money.
"Here. Keep this for your stay. It's not your payment, so don't worry about that. This is just extra money. Tell me when you need more."
He turned and walked out.
Money?
For my stay?
I felt like a babo.
Why the hell was Kangta giving me money?
I sighed.
Confusing.
My thoughts wandered back to my dream and my face sobered.
"Umma...Appa...saranghae." I whispered.
A single tear rolled slowly down my face.
~+~
"PILGYO!!! PHONE!"
Hyesung groaned and rolled over to pick up the phone.
"Hello?"
"HYESUNG WHERE WERE YOU!!!!" Yoonmi shrieked.
"Dayam girl, I'm sleeping. In my bed. In my room. In my house."
"Babo. YESTERDAY!!!!!!"
"Oh." Hyesung was silent.
"You don't need to know."
"WHAT! I. AM. YOUR. BEST. FRIEND!!!!" She yelled out each word.
"Fine. You know what? I fuckin broke up with Haena, I'm in a fuckin gang, I think America fuckin sucks, and I want you to fuck off!"
Hyesung angrily hung up the phone.
Yoonmi glared at the phone.
Hyesung covered his face with his hands and groaned again.
"Haena...I hope she forgives me. Of course she will. She'll find another person that's much better than me."
He groaned again.
That didn't comfort him a lot.
"AIGO and NOW I'm TALKING to MYSELF!!"
He buried his head in his pillow and yelled.
~+~
::clap clap clap::
"Beautiful. You both have tremendous talent." Mr. Shin complimented us.
I bowed my head and Kangta said thank you.
"Now, if only my stepson had a talent like you too, haha."
Kangta looked scared and worried.
"No, Pilgyo is a good kid."
Mr. Shin smiled.
"I'm thankful he has friends like you."
I was bewildered.
Who was Pilgyo?
Kangta has friends other than Hyesung?
Aish, what a confusing place.
"Mr. Ahn, Mr. Shin, may I go out now? I would like to visit my friend."
"Sure, sure, sure." Mr. Shin nodded.
Kangta just looked at me and moved his head the slightest bit.
"Thank you."

*Outside*
"TAXI!"
Soon a taxi pulled over and I climbed in.
I gave the old taxi driver directions and he pulled away.
At the corner of my eye I saw Kangta staring at me with his eyes... they had a feeling in them?
I sighed.
Girl, you need to get your eyes checked.
Kangta has no feelings except for coffee.
The car stopped and I quickly paid him and got out.
I slowly walked up the front walk and knocked on the white door.
A man opened it.
~+~

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Chapter 18

Crap. I got the wrong address.
Ergh. The taxi went.
"Uh... We are not buying anything today and we are faithful church members."
He recited.
"Uh...Excuse me?"
He grinned.
"Sorry. I got that from a book. Are you Jeehae's friend. Hmm. I thought I knew all of them. Guess not. JEEEEHAAAE!!!!"
A cute petite girl with medium black hair ran to the door.
"Yea?"
Then she looked at me and her eyes grew wide.
"HAENA UNNNI!!!!"
I laughed and hugged her.
We started screaming and jumping up and down.
The guy watched this quietly.
"COOL! Can I play?!?"
He started jumping up and down.
"Shut up Tony oppa! Or else no kisses for a week!"
He pouted and kept quiet.
"What are you doing here?!? I thought you were in Korea? Who are you here with? Where are you staying? Do you want to stay here?"
I smiled. Jeehae always cheered me up.
"Yes, I was in Korea. No, I don't have to stay here, I'm at a hotel."
She looked at me sharply.
"Other two questions."
I sighed.
"Ok. I got a job and I play the piano for Ahn Kangta, the singer, and he has a concert so I'm here."
She kept staring at me.
I grew a little irritated.
"Well?"
" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHH"
I stepped back a little.
"CONGRATULATIONS!!!! YOU FINALLY GET A BREAK!!!!"
Suddenly she stopped, her hand covering her mouth.
"Uh, sorry Unni. I didn't mean to bring that up.
I smiled even though tears came to my eyes.
Not because she brought my past up.
But because I didn't get a break.

~+~
"Hyesung..."
For once bubbly Yoonmi was quiet and shocked.
He had always acted like a ggang pae, but Yoonmi had always seen the soft side of his clothes, his attitude.
But...
Hyesung had bright orange hair.
Hyesung had huge clothes.
Hyesung had a lot of big necklaces.
Hyesung had a cigarette hanging from his mouth.
Hyesung had a lot of piercings.

Those didn't bother Yoonmi.
She knew the orange hair could be washed out.
She knew the clothes were just clothes.
She knew Hyesung didn't wear the necklaces after school.
She knew Hyesung didn't really smoke.
She knew the earrings and other piercings were fake.

But…
His eyes...
They were cold.
With absolutely no emotions.
Except maybe anger.
And contempt.

Hyesung looked at Yoonmi's staring face as he walked by and growled, "Shut your face b*tch, you’re f*ckin pissing me off."
Yoonmi just stared at him.
A few days ago, he had been happy and laughing with Haena.
With Haena...?

"HYESUNG! Is it because of Haena? You broke up with her? Please Hyesung. Please Jung, Pilgyo. Tell me. You can't hurt Haena. She has too many problems."
He stopped and turned around.
"Don't ever call me Jung Pilgyo again. And stop fuckin botherin me. I got other friends."
She turned around and faced him.
"Jung Pilgyo. If you hurt Haena-" Hyesung cut her off.
"DAMN. I didn't hurt Haena. She hurt me. She fuckin LEFT! So I dumped her. I kicked her outa my life. So why don't you go get a life or get outa mine!!?"
Yoonmi turned slowly and after taking one last look, she ran.

~+~
"a*HEM!" The guy coughed slightly.
"Oh. This impatient boy here is my namja chingoo Tony, and this girl is my friend Haena, who moved to Korea.”
I nodded hi to him.
"Oh! I’m such a bad hostess! Come in!"
I walked in and explored the house.
"Wow. You're doing good!"
The house was pretty with 2 bedrooms and a small study.
"Yea...I finished college. Are you still finishing?"
"Yea. I hate double major."
"Haha."
"So fill me in on stuff!"
"ok. Uh. I've been going out with Tony oppa for 4 years, living with him for 1. Hmmm, lets see. My work's paying off pretty well. And."
She paused and looked at me.
"Your parents live close to here. They, well, are doing really good. Your dad, he's the president of a big company, and your mom’s in high in social ranking."
I felt myself grow pale as Tony looked curiously from me to Jeehae.
My voice was quiet.
"I don't have any parents."
~+~
I got home after that somehow.
I think Tony gave me a ride.
Everything was in a big blur.
Faces of my parents popped up.
I tried to imagine them, rich and high ranking.
All I saw was their cold faces kicking me out.
I slowly went into the elevator and walked into my room.
I fell onto the bed, with all it's fancy ruffles and twisted fabric.
I crawled under the sheets.
The mattress was hard.
Just like my parents.
I got out of the bed and went to the piano room.
Kangta was sleeping on the couch.
I stopped.
What is he doing here?
I sighed.
How comes he’s everywhere man?!?
Cham.
I turned on the computer and went online.
YOU GOT MAIL.
I clicked on it.
Hi Haena. U havin fun in LA? Ok...well. What did Hyesung do? Don't protect him. Just tell me if he did something, ok? Cuz if he did...Well, I won't worry you! Good luck at the concert! Luv yoonmi
Aigo. I'm not supposed to be worried? After an email like that!?!
hey yoonmi. I'm already worried What did he do? He didn't do nuttin to me...so tell me wsup.
I heard movement behind me.
I turned around and saw Kangta's sharp eyes looking at me.
"I apologize for bothering you. I was waiting to see you."
"Yes..."
"Would you go with me to a party? If I go alone, my mother will get on my case, and I don't know many girls in L.A."
"Wha-"
"I will provide for the dress and all other items needed."
"Um.."
What was this?
Chamna.
Should I just do this?
He did get me this nice room.
"0k."
He slowly smiled.
"Let's go shopping.

~+~
hey yoonmi. I'm already worried. What did he do? He didn't do nuttin to me...so tell me wsup.
Yoonmi pursed her lips and frowned.
That made no sense.
Hyesung had done something, she was sure of it.
But Haena didn't seem to be lying.
Forget it. Luv Yoonmi
She sighed and lay back.
What was wrong with Hyesung?
~+~
"Hi Minwoo. Wazzup? Where's da others?"
Minwoo's silvery blue head turned.
"Somewhere. You gotta light?"
Hyesung flicked open his lighter and held it for Minwoo.
"So. I heard you ditched your friend Yoonmi."
"Howdya know?"
"I got my ways"
~+~

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Chapter 19

"What about that one?"
I looked at Kangta in surprise for not the first time.
His attitude had completely changed.
He was really excited about finding a dress.
Wow.
So he really likes coffee and shopping.
Not the best traits in a guy.
I sighed and let Kangta pull me over to another store.
I didn't really like the kind of dresses he was looking at.
Too poofy.
"Mr. Ahn?"
"Uh huh?"
"Can I look at different dresses?"
Kangta looked at me.
I smiled limply.
We had been shopping for hours.
My feet hurt like crazy.
"uh... sure."
"What’s the limit and does it have to be formal?"
"Not very formal. Go as high as you want. I'm going to get some coffee."
I smiled as he finally went away.
I was so tired.
"Miss? Do you have any plain dresses?"
She thought for a moment.
Her eyes lit up.
"One moment please."
She ran into the back and stayed there for a while.
She came out with a sky blue dress made out of a silky material.
"Would you like to try it on?"
"Yes, please."
I slipped it on in the dressing room and was happy to see that it fit.
My eyes kept closing so I changed quickly and asked the sales person to wrap it.
Kangta had given me his credit card so I gave it to her and asked if I could use the phone.
"Mr. Ahn, I was very tired so if you can't find me, I am at the hotel."
I left a message on his cell phone and asked the lady to call a taxi.
She smiled and did so while I walked outside.
The taxi came quickly and I was surprised to see the same old man that had driven me to Jeehae's home.
"Would you please take me to this hotel? Thank you."
As soon as I got to the hotel I went to sleep on the couch.
~+~

Chapter 20
*Dream*
Kangta?
What was he doing here?
I stared at him.
What?!?
What was happening to his face?
Its...Its changing!
I gasped as Kangta's sorrowful face changed into Hyesung's.
What was going on?
Hyesung stepped towards me and held out his hand.
"I'm so sorry."
He flickered and changed back to Kangta.
His hand dropped and then he lifted it back up.
"Please..."
What?!?
Please WHAT?!?
He disappeared.
This is really frustrating.
Then I was spun around.
I fell to the ground, so dizzy even after only one spin.
I hit the ground in anger and confusion.
The cold hard marble.
An angry tear slid down and disappeared into the marble.
I looked up at the sound of footsteps.
It...it was my umma. my appa.
They were dressed in crisp expensive clothes.
My mother carried a baby swathed in cheap material.
She looked at it with a sneer curling her lip.
She dropped the baby.
I peered at the baby, curious, as it floated it slowly down.
My heart stopped.
It...it was me.
Kangta ran in out of nowhere and grabbed the baby before it was killed against the hard marble.
He saved me...
I thought wondrously.
He saved me...
He saved me...
He saved me...
*end of dream*

I woke up with a gasp.
What the hell did that dream mean?!?
Kangta?
No.
I shook my head violently, even though there was no one to convince.
No one except for me.
*knock knock*

I peered through the peephole
An eye stared back at me.
"AAAAH"
Oops.
I opened the door quickly.
Kangta?
He looked a little shocked after seeing the close up of my eye.
I covered a laugh.
"Yes sir? Do you need something?"
"Uh no. The dinner party?"
He paused.
I nodded to show that I understood.
"It's at 6:00"
Doesn't he have a phone?
Cham.
Wait.
I looked at the clock.
It was 5:30!!!
I had to get READY!
AAAHHHHH
I started to close the door but stopped.
Kangta was still there.
Uh... ok.
"Do you need something else sir?"
"Don't call me sir."
He left quickly after that.
What a strange man.
Well.
I already knew that.

I slipped into the blue dress and adjusted the straps.
I brushed my hair and curled the bottoms carefully.
I carefully applied what little make-up I wore.
I didn't know why but I wanted to look good.
I found light blue shoes and put them on.
Then I waited.
Waited for Kangta.
At least I didn't wait too long.
He came right at six.
His expression...was stunned to say the least.
He held out his hand silently.
I shied away.
He looked exactly like he did in my dream.
I stepped forward after seeing Kangta's surprised face
I composed myself.
This means nothing.
He's just using me as always.
I took his hand and walked out.


I stared into my lap.
Kangta sat across from me in the spacious limo.
He wouldn't stop staring at me.
"Um…si- I mean. Mr. Ahn, may I ask where we are going?"
"We are going to a famous restaurant where we will meet a gathering of people, most of it family, friends, and business partners."
Oh.
"And don't call me Mr. Ahn either. My mother will get suspicious."
"Yes..."I trailed off.
"What should I call you?"
"Kangta will be fine."
"Yes Kangta."
Wow. Doing all this for his mother.
"You must love her a lot. She must love you a lot."
He looked surprised.
"Yes, of course."
There was no of course for me.
Just an of course...not.
I sighed, not noticing Kangta's curious stares.
Umma...Appa.

*gathering*
"Hyunnie Bunnie!"
An elegant lady rushed over to us as soon as we stepped in.
Hyunnie Bunnie?
Whoa...
I stifled my giggles as I saw Kangta's dismayed face.
"Umma!"
"Oh be a good boy and give your mama a great big hug."
His cheeks bright red, he bent down and gave her a hug.
"And who is this lovely young lady!"
Now it was my turn to blush.
I saw Kangta smile at me wickedly.
She smiled.
"I am Mrs. Ahn, Kangta's mother. Is he treating you well?"
"UMMA!"
"Tsk tsk tsk, he isn't, is he? Well if he doesn't send him to me and I'll give him a good spanking!"
By now Kangta's face was scarlet.
"Lets go. Umma excuse us."
He pushed me away from his mother who smiled and waved goodbye to "hunnie bunnie"
"Sorry. You know how mothers are."
My smile and amusement disappeared immediately.
"No. I don't." I whispered under my breath.
He didn't seem to hear though and kept talking.
"She does that to every girl though so don't feel bad or something."
Kangta seemed to have loosened up, here around his family.
"TAYA!!!"
"Huh?"
We both turned at the loud voice.
"Tony?"
"TONY!"
Tony and Kangta did a half hug and grinned at each other.
Then Tony turned to me.
"Haena? What are you doing here?"
"Huh? How do you know Haena?"
"You and Kangta are friends?"
We all were surprised and confused.
Kangta laughed.
Wow.
That's the first time I ever heard him laugh.
"Me n' Tony are friends from way back. So how do you two know each other?"
"Tony's my friend's namja chingoo. O yea. Did Jeehae come with you?"
"Yea, she's in the bathroom."
"Oh."
"So Kangta, did you hear from Pilgyo?"
"Pilgyo?"
I wrinkled my forehead.
I knew that name.
~+~

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post more~ i remember this now!

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Thumbs up Hi^^

Hi
I'm so happy that you post PLAYING FOR HIM here.. I really like it.I've read it before in solid , have you made the next chapter? if you have made it..please post soon^^ I really can't wait for the next ^^

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why aren't u posting?? i really want u to post so u can post singing for her~ i read only a bit of it @ ffl but then u didnt post there either

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lol so cute !!!
are u gonna post singing for her soon??

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great job!! "get me some coffee!" I like how the intro begins.

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