the end of a relationship
Feeling wierd, but relieved now, this is what happened. We were friends for over a year, and nothing more, then we got closer as the school year started, but too close, and we decided to be more than friends. She was a nice girl, not like any I had known, very optimistic and happy, and she was cute too, not my ideal type but she was really nice, and I was feelin' her, so we became a psuedo-couple. It started at the end of october, and I saw her every day and we talked, but I never called her very often, and I was rather complacent. Haha, it's funny looking back at it, over the span of nearly 3 months, we only did like 3 things together where it was just her and I. It was definitely different, as we had already been decent friends beforehand, and that was something that we had both been hesitant about. Lately, I had lost almost all interest in a relationship with her (I'm not sure why this happened, but I became rather pessimistic about everything, and it was easier to look back at the time before we started dating and see how it was better, and how we never spent anytime, and how things were always slightly awkward as we had already been friends), I had stopped caring and hadn't told many people, I was trying to work up the courage to finally set up a place to talk to her, but it had never happened. Christmas came and passed, we had exchanged only a few words in the past week, and then tonight after chilling with friends, I got an e-mail, and I was so relieved. She had felt awkward too and wanted to just be friends. It was fun to try it out, and no regrets, but I'm glad we're just friends now.
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