Yea but in a way, I think that lonliness may be better. I lost a love over half a year ago and I'm still not completely free from it. Lost love... or to never have had a love... it seems to me that both ways, you're lonely. Except with the first one, you know what you lost and you know what you used to have... and I think having all those memories and knowing that you don't have that anymore, brings more pain and anguish than just being lonely. Again, being lonely has an ignorance and innocence about it... not knowing what you're missing. Having lost a love comes complete with full knowledge of all the good you don't have.
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