acceptance
as a christian, ur supposed to accept everythin God has in store for u, rite? like, w/e happens, dun get all mad and frustrated or sad but just accept it as part of God's plan. thaz how we shud view life rite?
i hav a hard time doin that. today i went to mai first novice IE debate tournament and i wuz doin humorous interpretation. i had been preparin for a month and wen i performed i onli messed up once (out of 2 rounds) and i had everythin so well-planned; mai voices, character positions, their lines, everythin! but i didn't even make semi-finals. i just felt so deprived...robbed...and in disbelief cuz i wuz realli quite good. a lotta pplz i competed with and pplz from mai team were surprised i didn't make it. i wuz too. i wuzn't bein overly cocky or nethin, but i realli thot i wud at least make semis....
so maib God has othr plans for me. maiB He duzn't want me to win this tournament. but y???? i worked sooooo hard for this...and spent so much time and effort and everythin. y God?? y????????? :sad:
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