i disappoint maiself, mostly thru grades. i'm sure every1 can relate to that.
i feel depressed wen things juss dun go rite...ur havin a bad day, like ur water bottle leaks all over ur fawkin bakpak...ur parents yell at u to do study more...ur runnin late in the mornin...u bomb a test...get in a fite w frend...or sumtin bad like that. eventualli it builds up and then i hav mai quiet, reflective dayz wen i try to think wut went wrong and analyze it or just sit and wish it wud all go away. but sumtin alwaize brings me up, and if not, i try to bring maiself. dwelling in self pity isn't healthy, after all.
i sing..dance..play piano..watch tv..listen to music LOUD..sleep..eat..read..EXERCISE (endorphins make u happi! )..play w mai dog..do stuff like that. it brightens mai day, esp wen talkin w sum1 won't.
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