corny stuff girls die for.
(a post my frend has in her xanga.)
Sunday, August 24, 2003
all i can say is.. wow..
my 6 month anniversary was one most unforgettable moment in my life.
it started off pretty normal. i had a friday class and baby didnt. jon called me to ask me my schedules, and i gave him all, and he told me he'd come get me. but! he didnt tell me happy annimaversamarie! i was sad cuz i thought he forgot.. but yea.. anyways,
after all my classes, i called jon constantly cuz he wasntpicking up and i got worrie dthat he's left me for some other stuff. casey and edmond were by my side walking with me n stuff and taking me around DVC. we went around down to college park to see casey;s mom, and FINALLY jon called me!!! baby!!
he drove up to me case n edmond.. and the second i open my door, i saw a bouquet of roses... he smiled, and i gave him a blow kiss... casey and edmond aww'd , but it was sweet.
we dropped edmond and case off at the mall, and jon drove towards home. i was admiring the roses , and i counted, and there was 16. i kinda thought it was weird u kno, cuz , a dozen is 12..so.. i stared into it..
jon said... [ do you see the shape of a heart??]
my heart stopped
my eyes well'd up with tears as he explained how he went to my house after he called me, ( he has my house keys my parents copied) and got dozens and dozens of roses and opened them up and strung them in rows of 3-5-5-3 ( i think that was the row) to make the heart...
we got to our house, and i was smelling the rose in the living room, when jon took my hand and led me to our bedroom... the door was closed and i had no clue what was going to happen, so my heart was pounding..
the door had a single rose pinned in the middle, and as i opened the door, i smiled to jon because of everything hes done... but that wasnt all..
i found traces of rose petals on the floor, that followed to my bed.
above my bed lamp, another small rose was hung right over my pillows.. and one.. just one petal was on top of my bed.. my bed was all fixed up and made perfect from him.
every second of that moment was amazing... i thought that that was it, but he held my hand and made me hold and end of the blanket..
we slowely pulled on my blanket..
jon just took my breath away.....
he layed rose petals all in my bed... all the way to the tip of the end of the bed..
just imagine.. what his love means to me..
i couldnt breathe, i choked and coughed because i was so shocked, and the moment i looked into jons eyes, oh.my. god.. i could not stop crying..
what do you call these tears? .. tell me, i dont know.
he held me so softly, and i whimpered and sniffled and cried.. i just couldnt stop, it over-flowed...
completly...
after sharing our million hugs and kisses and [i love you]'s.. we go into our faviorite pajama's and slipped right in...
i was showered with my favorite flower petals, and jon blushed and asked me if i was going to put this in our diary...
of course i am!!!! jon!!! how can i not!?!?!
he's given me what hes never given anyone else in his life..
he gave me his heart.... and its all i ask from him..
him and maybe lil ones of us in the future.. (>_< )
but... sigh... i wish i knew more vocabulary's . lol
then, ... then jon... maybe then i can tell you how much i love you.. but words may just not be enough..
but as long as when we can say
[ i love you]
and reply
[ i know...]
i think thats the most important part of a relationship.. its not a one way love... it connects..
thank you jon..
thank you for the love..
thank you for the hugs and kisses..
thank you for being there for me..
thank you for being you..
.. the you that loves me..
love always,
your forever kajyu...
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