Randomization
Don't you hate it how some people just run away when they realize that the person that they are trying to get to know is really frustrating? This has happened to me a lot. It sucks how i can only keep a friend only to a certain point, and then they'll run off, telling me that im weird and frustrating. These are just some random thoughts i guess. another random thought is about my school. Right now, im attending a college called Pacific Union College. It is a private seventh day adventist college located high up in the mountains. My whole life i was free, up until i sent myself here for lockdown. I guess i could say im the only one i know dat is 21 and in lockdown. We have curfew, no girls in the guys dorms, no smoking, drinking, etc.... but none of these bother me as much as the korean girls here. They all pose as innocent nice girls. where in fact, they are not. Personally, i hate it when people put up fronts and aren't real with you. Its like, what the hell, i don even know you. i realized that the people that look the happiest are most likely the saddest on the inside. They are just tryin to pose and someone happy so they can feel like they belong. I don know....i guess this is why i titled this thread randomization, because this is really random stuff...hahaha....
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