Stupid
I'm an idiot. And I was just stressing about school and my grades when I see this forum. How convenient. On to my ranting.
The past three days have been horrible. I had some big 'thing' each day. Monday, I had a report due. Tuesday, I had two essays to turn in. Yesterday, I had a history test. I'm a huge procrastinator and I ended up doing everything last minute. I slept around 3 to 4 for the past two days. Which of course made the day after horrible... I slept through my classes.
I wonder why teachers don't spread things out. Don't they know that we can't possibly do everything all at once? gOsh.
On a more general note, I'm a sophomore in high school. I'm nearly done with the school year, ack I'm going to be a junior. Everyone else seems so sure of themselves: they know what college they want to get into, they know the right activies to do so it'll look good, they know what classes to take, etc. I feel so behind everyone. I have NO idea what college I want to apply to, I have ZERO community service hours which is HORRIBLE and right now, my grades are slipping. I have a C in history. I don't want a C on my permanent transcript. grrr. I should be studying right now to try to raise my grade up to a B, but I'm browsing forums. I think forums led to my low grades in the first place. That and my stupid stupid brain...
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