Gwar~
Allright, I really have no clear reason why I signed up.
Mebbe it's the flavour of the month? I dunno.
Anyways,
Forget about LCM, and look for someone new.
You dropped him for a reason. People usually don't change their motives, personalities, and/or actions. Just because you two didn't get along, and you think you can "patch things up" doesn't mean that you really can expect this relationship thing to last. My advice would be to patch things up to be *friends* if that at all. Don't succumb to loneliness by lighting a candle with an old flame. The highway of love moves along... don't be caught against the traffic.
Ask yourself, "Will I really benefit from going out with him?" There's obviously some tension between you two if you two broke up many a time. If you can't trust him with secrets, then what's the use of being with him? I'll refrain from using cliches such as "many fish in the sea", but take heed; if your back was stabbed previously, assume that the recurring nightmare will happen if you guys become "official."
The whole "cheating" incident during prom is atrocious. It sickens me that he would do such a thing and you knowing about it, but what's worse is that you'd do the same thing since he did it. (shame)
Personally, I might think to myself, 'well, here we go again...' as I saw you two together, and knowing what went on, but I gave my two cents, plus more. (enough to feed some small child in Micronesia)
I may as well state that LCM is the catalyst to the bulk of your worries and behavior, but what good will it do to just throw ideas/personal morals and beliefs on a messageboard....
I won't think of you two differently, rather, slapping myself across the head that you'd actually go through and relive the pain.
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